Mood: Tired, Stressed, yet proud

This is what the acting program is about, 10 hours of solid rehearsal...Enough Japanese food to feed an army...enough water to quench the thirst of a real bear...and about 20 odd people hanging out...wow...This why I came back to acting...So we began the day at about 8, I suited up in the bear...Jenais is now an offical member of the legendary "bear crew." Of course, she only did it to get out of  class for 3 days...what ever get you through the day hun...speaking of motivation...Alex...yeah...She's a good kid...but can't she act...and she hates me...it's so nice...fucking beautiful...I'm suppose to be the caring prince...yeah, she won't let me get near her...oh boy..it's going to come off like she's non-committed to the prince...fuck that...I'm done...but the play does open tomorrow...and I have to get Graeme into the suit, then cram myself under the stage so I can come out for one moment and act like I'm singing....that' s woot moment....speaking of woot moments, I saw the punisher with Saint on Sunday...it was awesome...very dark and so many guns I couldn't breathe...very nice colts...the classic M4...and a whippet shotgun...the soundtrack is just as good...but the movie couldn't take my mind off the play. This has consumed my life since January and I've been giving up everything else to do it...my friends, my school work, my body(I feel so fat right now) but all that will change once this is over....regular sleeping patterns....workouts....and homework...it's going to be very good indeed...at the cast party (at Kristin's) I'm planning to drink myself into a fucking coma just to forget this play...and I don't usually drink, as I've  explained before... but I think I have come to terms with my problems and the booze isn't going to play a huge part...let just hope Brett and Megan are there...they are 19 and they can boot for the whole cast. I've heard Katie is a funny drunk, Graeme drinks like a fish, Sim is a violent drunk and Ed just laughs at everyone because he is sober...very nice...I can't wait...ok, this is very short, I'll do a bigger one tomorrow...

-Cleric

Mood: Hungover...or is that Hungunder?

I am the world's cheapest drunk! Long story....I did three shows this week....1 matenee, 2 evening...the first  one was awful! The sound cues were crap, I missed the song.... I felt like shit after that.  On the West Cast shows I needed to jam myself under the stage for the entire show. My only job was to come out during 1-3 while a recording of Graeme's song played....and then I went back into the whole and waited for the show to end...I knew where everyone stood, fell, stamped their feet...it was fun...Mongo almost killed me first night because he had no idea I was there, and when he had to get down into the hole, he came down full speed and kicked me...2nd night, the cues were good, the song was solid, but the bear was giving me some neck problems...but I did fix the paw...a safety pin had broken, fell into the joint and jammed it...took me 10 minutes to fix it...Final night...oh boy...it went ok...the clip for securing the water value to the bear was gone...so I had to duct tape it to the inside...the ice packs were left in the dressing room...and were luke warm...and the head wasn't on straight...but it was my last night in the suit so it didn't bother me that much...remind me never to give Graeme a camera  on final night...I'll scan a few in...but some...no..I'll get arrested...but one, it's the ipidomy of what we go through in the bear suit...Anyway..Final night had always been a time for pranks and such...Dennett said we couldn't...but some of us found a way to do it...during the final scene...most of the west cast was in the wings, flashing everyone on stage...I kept a straight face, but it took a lot...Ed broke his knee on the first scene and was taken to the emergancy room...people wondered if it was the same person in the next scenes...as his replacement quickly picked up the slack. Alex warmed up to me by the final night...not that much, but it was good enough...I gave her the customary bunch of roses after...it was odd though...it went down like this...
Alex: You got flowers?
Cleric: No, you did
Alex: From who?
Cleric: Me
I still don't like her, but one must support their leading lady... We had a little Green Room speech after and we thanked everyone...The cast gave Dennett and Maller matching stools...one with a sun and the other with a moon...get it? anyway, they never have anywhere the sit in the theatre, so what the hell...we all signed them...it was cool...so then I go out into the hallway, Saint and Dip are waiting...I almost forgot they bought tickets for it...so it was a nice surprise to see them...I went home, to where my family was waiting for me...they all liked it...then I walked over to the cast party at SIm's house...I stayed for a couple hours...Sim had a billard table and such....no booze was allowed due to the fact his parents were there...I left around midnight after I found out the "Drinking Party" in the park, was just Bender and a few other people...I ran home after that...I never want to be near that whore when she's drinking....I mean, I hate her when she's sober, but drunk? I hope all the rumors are false...that fucking cow...So I went home and drank by myself...I made 4 stiff Vodka/Ginger ales...It was really stupid...I get really warm when I drink...then I went to bed...at 1...oh boy...later I found out there was probably a Grad drinking party somewhere else that someone "forgot" to tell me about...Yeah, I felt bad about that...I mean, this was the second "cast" party I wasn't told about...it bothers me...I guess it's true "It's not that they don't like you, they just like other people more" It's something I'm used to...but it was one of the most boring cast parties I have ever been to, and it was a sad ending to a sad play...I came home and got kind of drunk alone...yay... now I enter the post play depression stage...this play  has been about 4 months of my life and now without it...I feel a little bad...this happens every year. So to combat this, I'm starting to train again. I need to shed about 10lbs before grad...it's going to be a challenge, but I'm more than up to it. Just change the diet and add in the exercize again, I'll be good to go...the endorphin level is going to be through the roof! I also need to focus back on my studies...the last thing I want to do is fail now...I'm not, but the only thing I'm worried about is the Histoy provincial...that prep book is going to be my best friend...I have to recite Hamlet this week too...I can sing and dance infront of a crowd of hundreds...but 23 pairs of eyes in a classroom, it just kills me...and shakespare....no! Anyway, I think that's enough

Cleric

Mood: I don't know, and it scares me

these are the weird times, see this is what happens when you think too much...Do I love Katie...ha, that should be in quote, because what is love? screw all the psych stuff about caring, liking and intamacy with the promise of erotic expectations...I mean if love was that easy, everyone would do it...or is that acting? I've been getting my little metaphors all mixed up lately and it's sad...do I love Katie? is a liking thing? a respect thing? For godsakes, I worked with her for 4 months and nothing, the second I get out of  the play, It starts!!!?? Do I really need this? I mean all my previous...I don't know what to call them, have lasted for a long time...what, that thing with Harrison back in elementary....4 years? that crush with Johnson? 2 years...so can I get over a girl in a week? I don't think so, as we learn from history and history dictates the future at times. But now, I have just under 2 months to do something before we graduate...and I'll probably never see her again...so can I sit here and wonder what might have been? The "what ifs" really get me sometimes...what if I had kissed Hailey properly? what if Bender hadn't turned it around? What if? What if I hadn't been me? Would that change the way things have gone down? would I now have Hailey? Probably not, what happens happens and nothing can change the past. I keep saying that those 5 hours were all they were and that was enough for me... now, I just don't know...I know NOTHING of relationships...I can fake my way through one...that's what I do...but I'm still a nerd at heart and I have no idea how to approach people, not even Katie! I worked with her for 4 months!!!! I had ample opppertunity to "put my hat in the ring" as they say, but NO! I missed my chance! like I always do....I should start grabbing fate by the nuts! But is such a romantic thing (from a writers POV) If you can believe forces outside your control conspired to create an event, it seems so much more...if you would pass the person of your dreams everyday until you meet during a freak moment...it's really nice to think of things like that...Enough of that...one thing does bother me...If Katie went out with Sims...what does say about her taste in guys? Eww...that makes me want to vomit...but I know almost nothing about her...it's one of those projected fanatasy things, were you see the person you want them to be, not the person themself...This has happened before..I heard Katie was a wicked drunk...horny drunk more like it...I didn't know that... I thought she was a "good girl" ha, oxymoron for high school chicks...so is microsoft works...yeah, I had to get that one in....it's a psych thing...which I swore I wouldn't get into...proximity=attraction=love...that's why Sims and Katie went out I suppose...working together constantly...meh, I shouldn't dwell on things like that...Usually I have this love  thing pretty clear, but right now I'm just screwed up....maybe because it's so close to grad and I have so much to do...I just finished battling for my parents Grad table..that's the last time I let anyone of my friends organize anything...they just can't do it...first we didn't have a place to put my parents...some guys wanted to sit with their parents, some didn't...we thought of having a table of just  the guys from the limo, then some wanted their parents(and grandparents?!) at a table...then I couldn't get my parents on a table before it was due, then I had to beg the organzing teacher to let my parents in....it's too much work! ARGH! I even had to go back and ask for extra commesement tickets...HA! 15 bucks to walk down the street and then sit on stage for an hour as all the girls cry( but cosoling is one of the best ways to get...some...) I read a Grad newsletter saying that it's "tradition" to palm a bit of cash to the principal during the handshake....I think that's awesome! I'm doing it! it's suppose to go to charity, so that's not a bad thing...even though grad is costing a lot! I'm glad i'm not a chick....500 for a dress...go to hell...I dropped 180 on a tux and that was it! then the 280 for tickets to all the post grad events and at least 100 for a limo...(9 way split) wow...alot of cash to throw down...but again...no 400 dress, 200 shoes and matching purse...I love being a guy...except for this whole Katie thing...somedays I think I would be better as a rock...rocks don't have to deal with this sort of shit...or maybe some small reptiliain creature...on a rock...that would be cool....what if humans had evovled from reptiles? I have thought I'd be better with some reptilian DNA...ok, i think that was a little strange......Katie wouldn't like me as a reptile...would she like me as me? maybe...we're going to have to see...

Mood: Nostolgicaawesome (Strongbad!) 

Hey, I decided to go to www.johnmayer.com and find the set list for February 14th 2004...well I found it...and here it is!

hey hey, every day's the 14th!   Tonight was an absolutely lovely evening.  The people of Vancouver made us feel right at home.  The PNE was full, it was Saturday night, and we're back with our friends, Maroon5.  Speaking of such, I was interested to see what happens when you're in the same room as James Valentine on Valentine's Day.  Pure magic, ladies and gentlemen, pure magic.

Bigger Than My Body
Clarity
Why Georgia
Wheel
Back To You
Hummingbird
My Stupid Mouth
Only Heart
Something's Missing
Come Back To Bed
Your Body is a Wonderland
No Such Thing
83

encore

Daughters
St. Patrick's Day

I love this set.  John and the guys hit it hard from the beginning, soothing the people with Wheel before kicking everyone in the ass with Back To You.  Everyone enjoyed Hummingbird.  John rocked the crowd on the Flying V in Only Heart.  Come Back To Bed was killer - people are still talking about Kevin Lovejoy's solo (no matter when you read this, people are still talking about it).  The end of the set was as Shaq-esque as the beginning - the stage is just beautiful in 83.  It could only be because of our incredibly gifted Lighting Designer.  The encore was delicious - February, won't you be my Valentine?

Ah...the memories...which I don't really have...I swore he didn't play "Why Gerogia" and that "83" was part of the encore...and I think "Daughters" was last...not "St Patricks Day" I don't know...things like that were...unimportant...but I do remember "Hummingbird" Took me a long time to download that...sheesh...only file was from that night! so it's pretty cool. Now only if I could find Maroon 5's set...then that would be a kicking CD...damn right kicking...I should go email Hailey...just because...see if she hates Bender now...more than before...Katie....Hailey...Kirstin..and...well...she can't be named here...that would be just plain....well...
"Check this out...it is going to be great....just say "Screw all y'all" "

A hypnotist came to out school today as part of the CARS awareness program...it was basic sort of show hypnosis and me being my extraverted self, I went up and got hypnotised...It is the weirdest thing ever. The state you are in is sort of a dream state, like you are actually sleeping, until he wakes you up and tells you what to do...I remember some of those things, like winning a million dollars...apparently he made us take off our shoes and put them to our ears whenever we heard a piece of music...all I remember from that is suddenly realzing my shoes were off and on my head...
  But the whole point of this, all fun aside was for people to be aware of crashes caused by drunk drivers. So he put us in a scenerio where we were all in a car accident. I had the luck of being the "dead" one...When we begun I couldn't move a muscle in my body, I was still aware of everything around me. I could see, hear, touch and feel everything around me, yet I couldn't move or talk even if I wanted to. It is weird to see all these people around you screaming "wake up! wake up!" They are crying and screaming all  around you, you feel them beating on your chest, but nothing happens. All I could see was the people around me and red....I was told after that it was from the lighting rig and it was not a trick of my perceptions. After that, we were all shaken up and he put us into a relaxed state again. But I was told that the audience was just as disturbed as it was so real. It was a very powerful message, especially this being the Victoria day long weekend and most of the grads going camping up at Hope. I hope no one ends up in the role I was in....Dead...

Mood: Blah...bah....ugh....phfff

Yes...it's is that kind of weekend when I can no longer use full sentences in the mood box...I had a really good entry going too until I pushed backspace and my browser went back...I want to cry..so I'm re-wrting it again...I got back from the gym a while ago....the best 3 hours I spent this weekend...full circuit with some treadmill time...it was bliss...Saint has been getting me to go to the gym more and more...she's needs the pain to forget about Dip...they broke up....going to the gym is better than us beating the shit out of each other "Fight Club" style...that was the second time she's asked me to do that...first one had something to do with an abortion...which was just gas....anyway, Dip changed the way Saint sees guys. I mean the guys she used to go out with were punks...and I think the first one ended up being gay later on...so she's hasn't had the best luck with men. But with Dip, she's been using words like "soul mate" and "marriage" that's just weird...she's hates 99.9% of people (I don't count as people....)  so I hope they get back together, she needs him right now..she's trying to get in CIA....some Computer Design college....it's not what you think...and her money is getting tight...she needs Dip to stand by her, I mean I can only go so far. We saw "Troy" on Thurday (which was an odd night to see a movie for us) I'm not a big fan of the Epic movie...but it was awesome....halfway through I thought, "Hey! Eric Bana...Orlando Bloom...Brad Pitt...Sean Bean.... so it's like The Hulk and Legolas vs Tyler Durdan and Boramir...that fight would rock!" Bad thing about Troy was I knew how it ends...that's like asking how 'The Passions of the Christ" ends...what?! Jesus dies!? what a shocker!....gah, I've had grade 9s who thought Ghandi was a  Christian...so I could be wrong...I wish I could help Saint get through her problems, but I know very little about relationships...Most of my work is theory with a little case study (Thank you Hailey) bah, I should stop talking about her, I know the night we had was special, but everything after the fact was shit...I heard that she told people I phoned and emailed her constantly...yeah, no..I don't even have her phone number. I hate it when people spread rumors about my character...but then the source was  ol' Bessie...aka the DeskBender..so who to believe....the lesser of the two evils...the reason I'e brought it all into context is because I'm doing the 10 mintues of Fame of acting class. Basically what it is, is the graduation project for the Seaquam Acting Department. Some of the acting legends have whipped out Guitars, showed their pro produced music video or done entire "Mr. Show" epidsodes...me? I can't do any of that...so I'm trying for a stand up routine based on my tramatic high school life...I can get a lot of that...if I can't, I'll just reuse some Robin Williams...The drug...alchol jokes alone are a gold mine...something highschoolers actually understand! oh, I need Joss Whedon to kill me so I can reclaim my honor...remember how I said I've been working on the Buffy Musical in my acting class? Well we did it last week and it was awful...I mean the cast was great (save for one) They love Buffy and Angel...but they couldn't sing. The guy I had playing Spike...he showed up late, not ready and forgot the song...so I was not a happy camper...speaking of that, I missed the finale of Angel...I'm still trying to download it on Kazzaa or something like that...I was having a conversation with some friends about it, telling them how pissed I was that I missed it, and this a55hole walks up and tells me Westly dies...it ruined my whole day, I wanted the Giles and Westly spin off where they all go back to england and get a flat and fight demons....or maybe FOX should cancel "Tru Calling" and get Eliza Dusku to do the Faith/Spike spinoff...that would cool...I hate fox and all their reality TV shows...CURSE YOU TO THE FIERY PITS OF HADES!!! YOU CANNED FASTLANE!!! The littest groom? Give me a break...the Swan? ugh....the days of the classic Sitcom are over...what happened to MASH or  Spin City? The OC is ok..for some reason my dad loves that show....It's not that bad...Seth is my hero...Going from Zero to Summer in 60 seconds flat? Only on TV...only in Orange County...I think I've over Katie....I was thinking with the wrong head...same head that liked Michelle....(I think she looks like Cameron Diaz mixed Charlize Theron...apparently I'm the only one...But doesn't that sound hot?) Again...God gave man a brain and a penis and only enough blood to run one at a time...that's true when your in high school...men are suppose to sexually peak at 18...I'm not even going to use my peak!!! What is that suppose to mean!? ok, that was too much talk about sex..which is unlike me...I don't usually talk about that...Oh, I forgot to mention the name of the hyponist...Marc Savard...he even has a website www.marcsavard.net. The past 3 megatokyo comics have been really good lately....Ed's teaching Social Studies using something called the "KillTruck" as a metaphor for human history..That's what I've always believed in...I mean I sat in Socials 10 and pictured Louis Riel fighting the RCMP with M4s and AK47s...but as humans we always try to design better killing tools. Our history can be traced to advancement in weapons techology....we probably first learned to walk upright so our hands can hold weapons...swords were made out of lighter and stronger material...gun powder change the way we fought wars...Mustard Gas, U-Boats, Fighter Planes and Tanks all evovled from a common need to destroy an enemy...anyway, check out those comics, they are some of Piro's best work in my opinion...writing and art wise...Exams are comming up...I'm not freaking out that much...I just have four compaired to some who have eight. Overachievers....Psych, Law, History and English...Only one I'm worrired about is History....it's a lot of stuff to learn...but Bobus prepares everyone well...I shouldn't be that worried...even thought I do have a demand essay and a unit final on Japan/China/The Middle East comming up BEFORE the exam...yay...Oh well, I'm a natural learner...I don't need that much study time...I hope

Weapon of the Week: The Mini Uzi
It came out in the mid 80's to meet the need  of  the Israeli army. The standard Uzi submachine gun was too big to be concealed so they shorted it and added a folding stock and the mini uzi was born...this gun was the premier VIP protection fire arm for a long time...I believe the American Secret Service still use them...I do have to admit, the pistol design of the Uzi is nicer, because if you needed to, you could load 2 mini uzis at the same time...try that with an Mp5K... www.isayeret.com/weapons/smg/uzi/116.jpg
this is the sweetest picture of that mini uzi in action....this guy is just pure style...I have a suit like that!

Mood: Tired...again...for the 5th day in a row...

Yeah...Fight Club insomia is not a healthy thing...ha, it's not even close to FCI, I do have to say I am quite tired...Went to the gym after school...pretty average day...until I recieved a voice mail from Saint on my cell...Well Dip broke up with her...she needed some company...so we walked to Starbucks, tried to see a movie(again tired, so I wasn't that keen on it...plus we got there late) So we just kept walking...here...there...EB Games...Blockbuster...She just needed someone to hang with, to talk with. It was good. She got alot of shit out...We also went grocery shopping...with my mom...it's was really weird...it was my dad's idea...I wanted the earth to open up and suck me down into a hole...it was akward as hell! Saint found it oddly calming...so she went got a couple PS2 games and she felt a wee bit better...which was good..but she is optimistic that Dip is going to come back...as I told her..."If you truly love some one, let them go...If they come back, then it's meant to be...now it's the waiting period...I really hope they get back together or she finds someone else....Saint swears she will never fall in love again...I think she said that the last time we did this...Anyway, Saint and I are hitting the gym tomorrow...it'll be good...I got my grad ring, it's a pretty sweet piece of bling...ok, I just had to say that...No, really...it is nice...

Website of the Day: http://www.starbuckseverywhere.net/Vancouver.htm
I don't know why, but thousands of Starbucks are shown here....I've been to Scott 72nd...Strawberry Hill, Newton, International Village, Langly and 891 Dunsmir...Dusmir is awesome on a nice spring summer day...Hot blondes in hot convertables....
and just a note to anyone who cares....Weapons do not equal violence...a violent mind equals violence...

Mood: Tired and afraid of the world freezing...

I've never like natural disater movies...I always thought if I can't fight it, kill it, or stop it, I'm afraid of it...But after seeing "The Day After Tomorrow" with Saint, I realized that you can fight the elements, you fight them by surviving. She saw it for Gyllenhaall...I saw it for Emmy Rossum..well, yeah...she is smoking hot! She is also set to play Christine Daae in the Phantom of the Opera movie...which is going to really really good...I was raised on musicals since I was 2...My preschool teachers once approached my mom and asked her if I was really humming the overture to Les Miserables...and with the Phantom movie...I'm tired of hearing Crawford and Brightmen do the parts...it's about time to get some fresh blood into the part! I also heard there may be some new numbers in it! For some reason, I broke out the Phantom of the Opera CD and I've been listening to it for the past few days now. I saw it when it came here a few years ago. Then I was terrified of it! I thought the Phantom lived in the room where my parents kept their Cd player until I was 6! So I didn't know what to expect...I loved it! Same with Les Mis, that came here awhile back as well...I told myself if Seaquam ever did it, I'd come back and be Javier in a heartbeat! I just love that character. What really brought Les Mis back for me was in Grade 6 when my teacher read a version of the book to us. He was an older man and he made it sound like Jean Valjean was actually telling the story to us...I can remember it was written in first person. It was really cool....except he couldn't never pronounce "Javier" right...it always came out Javert....like green in French....ah, memories. Speaking of musicals, in a conversation with Brittany a few days ago, she had never heard of Les Mis before...and she got mad at me for never seeing "Chicago"?! Ha, Les Mis is 20somewhat years old! So I feel a little better about that....Not like Les Mis is what most people define as a musical. It is depressing to some...My parents knew people that walked out half way through it. Of course it's depressing! It's about one of the worst times in French history! Still haven't seen Miss Saigon yet...but the Army singing about Nam'? That sounds really weird to me...(being a Navy Seal kind of guy) Still, I think I was one of the only people to laugh when Jonathan Price says "Welcome to Saigon" in the Bond movie "Tomorrow Never Dies" I bet he added that line in on his own...Even though I hadn't seen "Saigon" I still got it...that is my favourite modern Bond movie....My classic is "From Russia With Love." The book is better( isn't that always the case?)...who going to play the next Bond? My money was on Clive Owen until he spat in the face of the Bond franchise...Colin Farell couldn't do it, Hugh Jackmen is too old...Gerard Butler seems to be a popular choice....he is going to be the Phantom in...duh "Phantom of the Opera", with Emmy Rossum as Christine! Who was in "The Day After Tomorrow"! Which I just saw with Saint! Whoa! Six Degrees of separation or what! That just prove how tired I am right now, I get amused by anything at 3 in the morning....
Oh, as Saint and I were sitting outside 711 on our way back from the movie, a cop car came up to us (parked at the nearby restaurant) and asked us what we were doing. We said nothing, absolutely nothing...we were! We were doing nothing legal or illegal, we were just being losers outside a 711 drinking Sobes and eating Beef Jerky( no idea how Saint eats that garbage!) It was really funny. She was a cute little cop too, that's always a plus. We also ran into a friend of ours who was pissed out of his mind...he walked off just before the cop talked to us. Then as she pulled out of the parking lot, we heard her sirens go off...and we were like..."hmmm, I guess she got him..." We had seen him in the Safeway parking lot adjacent to the 711 throwing a liquor bottle to the ground....talking on a cellphone...so we knew he was hammered stupid. He was walking all over the place..and he said he was drinking anyway...After watching "The Day After Tomorrow" (Bah! What a long fricking title!) Saint and I are now discussing survival tactics...like how to deal with hoards of Zombies (RE and Dawn of the Dead style) or dealing with having the world freeze...Share bodyheat! Rossum was hot for a reason...It was a good movie...it taught me one thing...trying to survive a natural disaster, your chances of getting laid increase substantially...it's true, as no one wants to die along...or a virgin...Hailey, Katie, Kirstin, Michelle...sorry...I'm not getting into that..."virgin" was going to open up a floodgate, but I decided to let it go...pointless...by the way , I didn't sleep with ANY of them...too bad for me....they are all "lookers" of the first order...Saint would disagree, but she can't accept any woman I persue...she never met Hailey..Saint's first question was "Is she pretty?" She keeps referring to Katie as CarrotTop...which makes me want to vomit...Katie has the redhair....and the freckles....and the skin colour...ok, I'm going to stop there before "1-800-AT&T" comes up....and she thinks Kirstin is a ho...well she is....all the guys used to joke she'd go through the entire Junior Football team roster(she was a "manager") and that everyone on the team was getting a piece of her...I joked by adding "not everyone"....I played Junior Football...I still had a soft spot for her...Michelle, I just want to...well...you know....who knows who's going to read this! She's really nice and funny( and ditsy...sad to say) but she is really hot...she once called me a Teddy Bear..it was cute!...I liked that...of course then I was over 220lbs....now I'm down to about 170lbs...so...that's good! I've managed to keep the weight off for a few years now...Pyro....my little....scratch that...younger bro...is about the same weight in the same grade...but he knows how to use it...so I've been shit-kicked every now and then...cocky little bastard...he fights dirty, while I'm more of a pugilist....so he wins with a groan kick and a spear...as I'm trying to swing at his head (too much Fight Club) I was watching "Electric Playground" this afternoon. It's a local gaming show. They talked to the company that was making the Fight Club game for the X-box...When I first saw the Beta screen shots, I cringed at the thought of a video game made from my beloved Fight Club (I once wrote an entire inclass essay on the similarties between Fight Club and One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest, my English teacher loved it!) they break a few rules(some guys are wearing shirts and shoes) but beyond that, it seems to capture the gritty, downtrodden atmosphere of the movie and the book...and there is a story mode...which is nice....too bad I have a PS2...I'm just hoping for a multi console release...or for Pyro to talk my parents into letting him get a box...for Fight Club and Halo II...which looks awesome!
I've have found memories of me and my crew at LAN parties taking each other out in Halo...those LAN parties proved two things....number 1: I'm not that good at Halo...and number 2: I'm not that big of a nerd...my friends clearly have that title won...you should see Sahota's comp desk....whoa...I just submitted this entry just incase my browser decides to screw itself up and I'd have to type it again...I can go on for a long time right now...I realized something...from the play...I met alot of grade 9's....two in particular...anyway, apparently these girls are crushing on my something awful...and I don't feel good going out with a grade 9....That is one of my rules of dating...once both parties past 18, age means little....Under 18? God the differences are huge!!! I mean there is a big difference between a 14 year old and a 17 year old....but not that much between a 20 year old and a 23 year old....see where I'm going with this? So, I tried to set this rule out with them...but they still seem in to it...It's kind of nice to see their faces light up when I pass by...it's also weird because I spent the past five years of my life "staying below the radar" but doing the one play and suddenly I have stalkers!! It's weird....I remember trying to follow around the grade 12 girls when I was in grade 8...it was stupid and foolish and pointless...but it kept me happy...so I guess that's what I'm doing know...keeping these two "happy"...one of them freaked out because they thought I was going out of province for my Post Sec. Education...It's a 20 minute drive to the nearest college...she was thrilled...I feel really bad...I seem to...as I've been told "Auto-Flirt?" which means whenever I talk to a woman...I "flirt" with them? I thought it was called being nice? Hmm, so maybe all these girls need to recalibrate their flirt-O-metres, or I need to redefine being nice....it happened before...first with Bender...I had to put her down....then with Brittany....I had to put her down, but we're still friends....she's a tough girl....and I really don't want to do it again...it's just not in me. I'm going to the gym tomorrow...I'll get back down to my Pre EOTS dimensions...I need to get into my tux!! So I'm out...
Currently Playing: "Phantom of the Opera" I think this number is called Notes...This one is actually funny..."Far too many notes for my taste...all of them about Christine..."
"And what is it that I meant to have wrote? bah..Written!" The it goes into "Prima Donna" The managers are some of the more underrated characters in the play...